February 2012
2 posts
day 19
bf broke up with me. that’s okay cause i think I’m in love with someone who already knows about the ED. sadly this little whore at school has to go for every guy i ever like, what she hasn’t realized is i always win and there is no point in her tring but its never that easy. i got called a fat ass today and my best friend almost punched the guy, i threw up because he was right,...
day 18
sick of caring, i hate people and i am done with pleasing them! Annie<3
January 2012
18 posts
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day 16
I really hate not being able to get on everyday but drivers ed just sucks life out of everything ughhhhh!! I went to my boyfriend’s house yesterday. We had a great time but i do always wish that there was more time. I will keep you all posted as best i can. Annie<3
day 12
sorry i skipped yesterday, with drivers ed i never have time to do anything, my fast has failed, this sucks but i have another one soon. i will try to post as often as possible but i wont be much for the next week or 2. Annie<3
day 10
Going great! Fast is on track so far. Going to my boy friend’s Friday I’m soooo happy with him. Annie<3
day 9
Last night i got in trouble for being on my computer till 12:30 but what they don’t know is I’m normally on till about 2 because i can’t ever sleep. That is the only thing i miss from before my ED. SLEEP! But i don’t care as long as the weight fades. Some days i don’t think i can take another day of less food while everyone around me is stuffing their face, and then i...
day 8
I can barely remember day #s anymore which is sad because its posted everywhere but i have been getting minor headaches about 8 times a day for the past 3 days but its okay i guess. I keep forgetting to do things and i have almost run out of laxatives which sucks! I think my step mom is getting suspicious to why i never eat anymore. I honestly don’t even remember what i ate today but i slept...
day 7
Woke up late. Ate some multi-grain cheerios. Delicious :) not much more today. Annie<3
day 6
Still no school. 344 cal today after exercise! im doing better but i really need to fast. I might start Monday and just do a 3 day fast. That sounds good. I start drivers education Monday as well so this might work :)
day 5
After exercise today i have only 282 cals yayyyyyyyyy! If any of you need help counting cals u can use http://www.myfitnesspal.com/ It is both easy and free. No school today but i stayed strong :) Annie<3
day 4
Why am i so damn retarded???? Can i not go 1 day without fucking up what i think could be a relationship. I have really bad trust issues because I’m use to not being good enough for anyone. Apparently i should just stop talking in general, would that work? I wonder if he will flirt with the whole school then or actually worry. Who am i kidding? I will never be skinny enough, pretty enough,...
i’m strong on the outside but inside i’m dieing
i talk with confidence but am forever afraid
i don’t want to hurt him but it might be too late
please baby text me back let me know its ok
and maybe with your help i can be happy for a day
but that day will go fast then back to depression
but with you by my side i know i’m almost safe
Annie<3
what is my problem?!!!
I told him how i feel, what i want, i told him about wanting a gap between my thighs and to see my hip bones. I need him and here i go messing everything up as usual. :”””(
blechhhhh
Dear Moon Pie,
You make me more fat than i already am, and that’s saying something. I don’t understand why i love you soooooooo much. Get your damned delisiousness out of my head and away from my body.
Never again yours!
Annie<3
MLK day
Day 3. It’s a holiday, that means no school. To a normal person this will seem good, for me i have to sit in this death trap of a house surrounded by food i refuse to eat. On to of that i started my period. It is kind of a blessing i disguise, i am way less hungry. Sadly i also have to deal with the bloating and unnecessary weight gain. Annie<3
day 2
Here we go! I really am ready for anything at this point, so bring it on. Annie<3
day 1
today begins my journey to tiny!!! well really tomorrow because i already ate today but before summer i will be 100 pounds (fingers crossed)